


GUARDIAN
I am the guardian of your 10-year-old-self
I bear witness, child one second
teenager the next
developing a sense
of what is right
what is wrong
and all in between
pushing the boundaries of childhood
like water on the levees
intense daily interactions
reading, writing, thinking
talking, laughing, brooding
until poof! You’re gone
like summer in Vermont
or a flock of birds overhead
flying fast out of sight
I squint to see
the tiny dots disappear.
So when I see you in town
at the grocery store,
don’t think I’m odd
because I stop in my tracks
shaken
because while I’ve stayed
the same in the mirror
you’ve gone through a
swirling metamorphosis
when I wasn’t looking
you’ve danced, sung,
played, changed
and done more than
I’d ever known
or could teach you.
I’m looking for the relic
for the tiny piece
of your preadolescent
clumsy, shining self
searching the pictures
in my mind
head spinning.
So when you see me
on the street
stop and say hello.
tell me who you are now
and I will tell you
who you were then.
Scott
"Live, Learn, Teach"
To my fellow writers:
Feel free to sing along above the original lyrics
Thanks to B.o.B., and the song goddess that is Hayley Williams, for the inspiration!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn6-c223DUU
"Can we pretend that manuscripts
On the hard drive
Are like future ARCs?
I could really use an agent right now,
Agent right now,
Agent right now. (x2)
Yeah,
I could use an agent or a rep or a pub,
To get my manuscript some acclaim and some love
Cause after all the typin’
The editin’, re-hashin’
The late night sessions
Hard work in the trash bin.
SASEs and the standard rejections
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness.
Yeah, you stare at the phone in yo lap
And hopin’ but the agents never call you back.
But that’s just how the story unfolds
You get another lead
Soon after you’re told.
And when you get asked for a partial request
Will they all be thinkin’ that your work is the best?
So manuscript, manuscript
I think you’re dope.
I’ll send you away
So don’t lose that hope.
If I don’t get a rep
Then I’ll switch my sights
I’ll be back on Agent Query
By the end of the night.
(chorus)
Yeah,
Yeah,
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a book
Nothin’ but a blank page
Before it ever mattered what I had on Facebook
Back when I was trying to get my photos some looks.
And back when I was writin’ for the hell of it.
But nowa’days I’m writin’ to stay relevant.
I’m guessing that if I can make ARCs out of manuscripts
Then maybe oh maybe I’ll make top 20 lists.
Before my website was lookin’ super sweet
And back when ain’t nobody ever read my Tweets.
And back before I filled up my journal sheets.
But this is for New York,
What’s up Simon Schust?
So can I get a rep to fuel my author rep,
Get a contract and a proof on my step.
So here I sit
And again I say,
I’m hoping’ we can make some ARCs out of manuscripts."
(chorus)
~Scott
"Live, Learn, Teach"
www.scotthbooks.com